I don’t even know what to say right now, because my mind is sufficiently blown.

Today, I had a migraine, one of the worst ever.

I lay down with a pillow over my face, praying for death as always, when I noticed that something looked off.

free redacted movie download I put the pillow over my left eye, and I could see out of my RIGHT EYE.

I have been blind in my right eye since birth.

I looked up, and the world was in widescreen.

This happened once before, for about two weeks. I was being treated at Rush for non-existent multiple sclerosis with high doses of steroids, and Boom, just like that, vision in my right eye came to pass for about two weeks.

I don’t know whether this will last, but I’m praying to God that it does. I can’t believe how everything looks, so wide and clear and intense.

I can even READ out of my right eye, which is something I never would have even imagined in my fondest fantasies.

I don’t know why this is happening. I don’t know if maybe the new meds I’m on (one of which is a seizure med) shook something loose or fixed something unfixable. I don’t know how long this will last, but if it DOES, I could drive. I could work again.

I could get on with living my life.

I’m trying so hard not to hope too much in case I’m let down later on, but God, right now I feel fucking fantastic. I feel invincible.

I’m going to try to get into the eye doctor tomorrow to get things checked out, and I’m sure his mind will be sufficiently blown as well.

Right now I’m just on top of the world, hoping to God that I don’t fall.

So yes, it’s been a very good weekend. It’s been the best weekend ever.

Happy Memorial Day.

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